The Life & Death of Deepium: Suicide or Sacrifice?

The Final Scrolls of DPizM: #5 (The Last Post)
*Excavated by the Admin of OTV. Originally by scribed by the most admirable and sincere DPM around late July 20ish in Puerto Rico.

The Origin and End of DPizM
It's been an interesting trip.  From Siestas with "Restricted Telephone Numbers", to "Club Hoes," to "Black Women at the Dance Club Who Refuse to Dance" to "Sistas: This is what we  really want..."  From September 2005--August 2006, it's been a helluva trip. A year to remember. Some of it I cain't even blog.  Just believe that OTV has a very unique magnet with it's own gravitational pull of metaphysical events.

The simple sum of things is to say it was "fun."  A pleasantly surprising adventure of Revelation and healing.  I have to admit, I was prepared to be, "On the Verge of Dating White Girls (dot com)" forever even though I had no intention of ever dating a White girl--and I haven't.

However, "On the Verge of Dating White Girls" unexpectedly turned out to be the name of this place in my head.  My world. I coined it.  I gave it a label.  Much like a useless, yet attractive pair of seventeen-inch-screen plasma screens mounted in the rear window of my pimped out rant mobile.

Little did I know that the tinted windows of my blog would become such an insightful and interactive portal into the mind of a single Black African-American male.   

I can't say that I'm completely surprised.  I mean, it's the web.  Therefore these posts have an infinite possibility of reaching beyond my fingertips via the Internet.  I'm not sure how far that was or wasn't but I can say that my journey has been just as long or even more moving.

It's a slippery description to express.  An elusive image to dictate.  A too blurry reality to believe... But it remains noteworthy that OTV has been an instrumental reinforcement of the belief that very word and true essence of the word "Love" is undermined, underestimated and underused within the everyday vocabulary of us. Begining with ourselves, we must use LOVE more.

Specifically, for the exclusive ignorant, shallow and unknowing audience, please know that in no way did I ever use this site to hate.  My frustrations may appeared to be "not so loving" at times.  But it was just that, "FRUSTRATION."  Nonetheless, I aired it out with the help of comments, conversation and email.  For that I thank you.

And even though much of the healing energy came as a humanitarian donation of curiosity, empathy, laughter, anger, etc.... I feel in debted to those who cared enough to read, comment and lurk.  Therefore I must tell you that your boy, the DPMystic  has reached a crossroad.  No longer can I  post as DPM.   I can't even return home as Deepium.  Instead, I must die. I gotta kill DPM.  Let him move on whatever...

It's part "SUICIDE" because I have to knowingly kill a side of myself.   Then again it's my "SACRIFICE" if I consider it an offering to the God of my power of manifestation and a cyber reference for anybody feeling me or the confines of OTV. 

In all, what can I say?  There's is something strangely beautiful about death and that untimely time is now.  And I'm going to do so with a beautiful Black woman and my Blackest Black self because I deserve so and I'm pimpy.  And who knows? Perhaps we can because she is Supa and I am The Blackest Black Man Ever. Sounds good to me--plus she hates sour cream.

But for those who didn't get it, for those who were offended by the title, my blog, "Pimp Game," Sour Cream, my collection of nipple pics, there's only one explanation (Hopefully you'll get it):

(Actually, this post bothers me... Next life time y'all.  I'm 5000).

Comments

[1969]

I agree with Herm (who is STIL fine after all these years!)....YOU PLAY TO WIN THE GAME.

Best of luck to The Blackest Black Man Ever and to his SUPAlady.

Rest In Peace DPM.

[Free]

Hold up. I only been away for a minute - but are you saying what I think you're saying?

Brotha, it's been a great education. If you re-surface, you better let me know where. (Now I gotta go over and mess with my girl, Supa!)

Peace

[Jamilah]

To my friend & the Brotha formerly known as DPM:

I have not spoken to you in quite some time, but I have been keeping tabs on you through this blog and I feel as though I have been a witnessed to your transformation. It has been a wild and totally hilarious ride.

I remember when OTV was just a figment of your wild imagination.

Props to you my brotha………..and to the Supa Sistah that is making you so happy 

[Supa]

Yo, The Constant Gardener movie review is up at my spot.

(ahhh, sweet memories)

Later, daddy-o! The Verge shall live on....

[That Girl Tam]

Ok, you know that last pic of the two of you could easily be a perfect postcard (or a good wedding invite). Yo...if yall ever (and I do mean EVER) get to that point, holla at yo gurl (shameless plug) for invites. I'd totally use that picture!! I love it...

May the Verge be with you...

Keep it pimpish!!

[Dave]

Yo, I've been lurking the whole time. The whole premise was interesting to me. I didn't always agree with DPM, but I know him, and I know that he was not "hatin'".
The whole death angle is interesting. But I see it as more of a reincarnation.
In the end I got to say this. Mo'fo's gotta be happy. Someone we both know, is very happy right now (just like you). I think you need to *pop* his collar.

Cuz, i'm *poppin'* yours!

Holla,

Dave

[Kasandra]

I'm wit Free...please lemme know.

ROFLMAO @ Linestepper. Even though it was a short encounter, you will be missed. R.I.P. It is a beautiful thing to see "BLACK LOVE" !!!!

[Storm]

As they say on the McDonald's commercials, "I'M LOVIN' IT!!!"

[Missy]

Wow my first and last time here I guess......glad u found each other....Hope everything works out..well wishes...

[Missy]

Wow my first and last time here I guess......glad u found each other....Hope everything works out..well wishes...

[admin]

Dammitt!!! I miss DPM.....

[b. smith]

dpm,

i can't believe i'm crying right now. i'm just so happy to see a powerful and gifted black man like yourself, embrace life and the goodness it has to offer.

i love you in a special way and will look for you in another light from here on.

perhaps you could guest star on my radio show? then again, i keep forgetting, you're dead.

keep in touch and b. stylish.

[MzNewAgenda]

awwwwwwww I am so happy for you 2!!! Glad you found each other.

[Mdean]

COngrats! :)

[bettermade]

I've only posted a comment once on your page; however I've been a follower for a few months now. I will defenitly miss visiting your site. It's been fun. Miss you much.

[P]

The elephant in the room silenced? Say it isn't so!